Vlastná tvorba -
Jak jsem byl podveden při tvorbě mých knih
Tady jsou mé knihy:
http://www.filefactory.com/file/54k7hkadnjkx/hellish_people_-_articles_books_and_videos.zip
A tady je vysvětlení:
Please feel free to view and study this collection of writings and videos. However, I must let you know that strange people have touched my PC (for instance there was a file in the directory of my torrent files that I did not place there or somebody moved my secret personal writing from my flash memory and other things) and I cannot fully exclude the possibility that something in my works was changed, even if it was the date of creation or file size only. But I hope that the people had only copied the files from my PC and they did not change them.
I have enemies and by means of a very clever psychology they have even abused one close person of mine who I have always had a worse relationship with (a "witness" from my secret book who was a key person, therefore it was important to worsen our relationship and to gain his co-operation, but here I cannot tell you all the sad details) for doing some of their evil things about me (he had also let them access my personal things and create the environment of psychological fear, but so far he seems to be under the oath of secrecy).
I believe that they have found more clever ways how to use my secret book, "The Other Kind", against me. They were observing my secret works as they were developing and, now and then, they were arranging some situations to confuse me and/or to decrease the strength of the story I was writing.
For example, they can stand in the background of cases like "Bitdefender 13/3" described in "Reversed Meaning" and similarly. As a result, some of the listed experiences in which I claim that it was about Hellish people, it in fact was about both Hellish and normal people working for either secret psychological research or secret services (however, both these kinds are directed by Hellish people), who all were using the same gestures, numbers, graphical elements and smells, about which I thought then, that they are only used by Hellish people.
One way or other, in my writings I have tried to discover and describe many surprising and evil things related to Hellish people, but my knowledge of them is limited and another problem is a bit worse functionality of my brain (after chemical attack), so that some typos, errors and worse style of writing occur in my writings regularly. Apart from it, another handicap is the lower degree of English, since it is my second language.
In conclusion, despite the amateurish level of my works, you will learn a lot of interesting things and the horizon of your knowledge will get widened. On the other hand, although readings about evil things are more or less harmful most of the time, in this case it is something what normal people should get to know about, since their ignorance of this is often abused and, apart from it, their proper and complex spiritual development needs some superficial information about the nature of Hellish people and of their Hell.
There is a chance that "the adaptation of Hellish people" described in "Reversed Meaning", "Part III. - Some theory" (including the "Miss Russia" and other) was arranged by the world's secret services who will later "let all the normal people know", that there are no Hellish people.
However, the world's secret services are managed by Hellish people and they can create a situation, in which my theory about Hellish people can get two main possible versions accordingly to what will be wanted by them who rule this world:
1. Something like this is improbable and there are no Hellish people, or 2. There can be something like Hellish people. For the first option they have even gained for co-operation some people from my neighborhood who I have mentioned in "The Other Kind".
As a matter of interest, the secret services were recording me during buying in the shops including several pharmacies where were drugs with Hellish numbers for Hellish prices and I was hesitating to buy it. Apart from it, they have videos from my home where I am trashing e.g. a soy-sause, because the warranty date was 18.03., which reminds one case from "Reversed Meaning" & "The Other Kind". Or they put my favorite tea in 3 packages into the shelf in a shop and they were recording me hesitating for a longer time either to buy it or not.
During shopping I was also sometimes nervous, when the goods or drugs had the numbers and graphics reminding my writings, because I was expecting that something is wrong, when I felt some strange purpose in it. Another reason for this behavior of mine were my old experiences, in which sellers sometimes indicated to me that the sold cigarettes are not okay. And often when somebody with "Hellish design" took a place behind me before the cash-desk, I changed my place.
Then there were various mysteries. For example, my software only wanted to give my collection of files a Hellish number and when I have changed the size of one file, the result was such a Hellish number again. Or several times I have encountered some smell released before me that was not the supposed "Hellish detrimental stuff", but something else and the secret service that had probably released it wanted me to write into "The Other Kind" that it was Hellish people who have released a detrimental stuff before me.
Then apart from drugs and harmful gases there was a sharp thin object in my food (it had stuck between my teeth but who knows if there is something what I have swallowed and what had stuck in my belly; some time before it, somebody repeatedly said to me: "Somebody even does not know, what he is swallowing", which was strange, but maybe the secret service told that person to tell that to me to let me take this action for a Hellish one) or some white pieces of something were put into my sugar (these actions could be that of secret services who however in fact follow a hidden and officially non-existing goal of Hellish people who manage them).
When I saw everything what came to pass in the last years, I was confused and I could not understand it all. But now, I already do.
Out of all the people that I saw participate on this action against me and my theory about Hellish people, a part had strong Hellish traces that I could see clearly. However, in some people I could see nothing, which could indicate the mixture of Hellish and normal people, but my ability to recognize the Hellish is more or less low.
Apart from it, the secret service in question has gained the co-operation of several people from my neighborhood who are Hellish, so that I was taking this "half-poisoning" of mine for "the action of Hellish people", which was not entirely correct as I can see it now, but it was majority correct.
The secret service had probably even arranged the production of goods and logos of companies that use Hellish numbers (e.g. in warranty and price) and graphical elements reminding "Reversed Meaning" & "I Love You, Girls".
I have some pictures of it. As an example there is the soy-sauce with "colors related to the demon" and date 18.03., whereas 18 was my order number at the doctor with a circular beard (case with urine 3/13 from "Reversed Meaning") who touched my genitals in the gloves and said words meaning "Let me work", and this number with the word meaning "work" and the circular shape were emphasized in a trolley-bus that I regularly go by. The secret service maybe wanted me to write this as the work of Hellish people, but it is just a thought, maybe it was not so at all and it deals with a coincidence only.
Zaujímalo by ma prečo teória o pekelných, prečo nepíšeš o anjeloch, napríklad ..
No, o andělích nepíšu proto, že o nich píší (a zpívají atd.) hlavně Pekelní lidé, kteří pro ty hloupé normální rádi vymýšlejí různé pozitivní báchorky. Takže slovo "anděl" mi tak trochu připomene Pekelné lidi.
Ak budeš pekelníkov vidieť za všetkým tak hrozí, že tvoj svet bude peklo.
Vieš, keby som ja cítila, že moj svet sa stáva peklom tak by som si vyšla do prírody. Sadla by som na bicykel, alebo si len obula staré pohodlné kecky, dala do batohu vodu a niečo malé chutné na jedenie a vyrazila, do lesa, na lúku, možno vyšlapala nejaký kopec a zhora sa dívala na krajinu .........
Vieš ako sa hovorí, že v prírode vyčistíš hlavu a načerpeš silu.
Kedy si si naposledy spravil nejaký pekný výlet, povedz ..
Mozno v tom najdes zmysel zivota. V naturalnej existencii.
Negativita a zlo jsou skryté kolem nás, a to, že se některým vyhnou, neznamená, že je máme ignorovat. I když se určí jako oběť války jiná země, než ta, ve které právě žijeme; i když je násilím ničen někdo jiný, než právě my; i když je tajně ulovena duše někoho jiného, než právě ta naše... To vůbec neznamená, že to zlo není! To znamená jenom to, že nepostihlo právě nás. Přesto bysme o něm ale měli vědět.
Keď si prečítaš moj profil, tak sa dozvieš že som skúsila alkohol, tabak i lsd ...
Bolo to práve v tom období a bol to čas keď som sa dívala na jediného syna, pre ktorého som dovtedy žila celou svojou bytosťou matky, ako umiera.
Bol zamknutý na uzavretom oddelení psychiatrie a (doslova) spal v sieťovanej posteli aby sám seba nezranil, o tom ako som sa jak matka cítila keď do jeho mozgu púšťali elektrický prúd (ECT) písať nebudem. A potom to obdobie, keď sa pod vplyvom farmák potácal jak zombie .......
Žila som v Pekle, milý Pavel.
A potom prišlo Svetlo a ja svietim :) už nič nie je ako predtým, pretože som zažila Peklo a nikdy sa do neho nevrátim, práve pre ten zážitok (nie teóriu).
Čo Svet potrebuje sú svetielka, pretože o negativizme vie každý! nie je skrytá ani za mak a všetko je to o prístupe nech už sa dejú udalosti - akékoľvek.
Pozdravujem ťa.
Normální hodní lidé o něm neví a je jim občas děláno zlo, o kterém by měli vědět a také by měli vědět, jak s ním zatočit. Nemyslím jenom s malým momentálním osobním zlem, ale s tím větším, nebo spíše s těmi, kdo ho dělají. Paralelní svět, ze kterého přišli, bude rozbořen ve velké Válce, ale bohužel až za relativně dlouho. S tím já už nic nenadělám.
-FLOWER-
(len je potrebné byť trpezliví nám všetkým, zapaľovať svetlá všade tam kde je tma a to sa dá len tak, že budeš svietiť ty sám, však sa aj hovorí že treba začať od - seba, takže udělat s tím můžeš hodně moc - i ty :)
Hodné sú len maličké deti a potom sa všetko pokašle a dospelý človek má na sebe za tie roky nánosy akoby blata a všetko čo je potrebné urobiť je nájsť v sebe to dieťa.
Niekomu sa to podarí skor a niekomu neskor, ale ja vidím okolo seba ľudí, ktorým sa to už podarilo! A to sú potom tie kamarátstva, vieš.
Prišiel si medzi nás s doverou (zveril si sa) a nikto ťa neodsúdil za to aký je mmt tvoj svet, dostal si inšpiráciu, nápad (naturálny život) i pochopenie (onka), dostal si i otázky ... ľudia ti venujú pozornosť Pavel a to je - dar.
Mohli sme nechať zapadnúť tvoju tému do zabudnutia, mávnuť nad tebou rukou že si blázon alebo čudák a pozri čo sa stalo: prišiel si sem a nezostal si sám, no tak nebuď sám ani naďalej, píš na čo máš chuť a čo ťa trápi, len nešír skepsu prosím, to bolí.
Raz som si chcela kúpiť voláke auto do terénu, nie drahé skôr také na otĺkanie po kopcoch čo by mi slúžilo a netrápilo by ma že je oškreté a veľa stálo atd... no a ako to už býva kdejakými cestičkami sa ku mne dostala info o dacia duster. Dovtedy som ani len netušila, že také auto existuje a zrazu (jak som sa na neho zamerala) som dustre na cestách a parkoviskách uvidela a videla som ich doslova všade! proste mozog to vyhľadával, lebo ma to auto zaujímalo ..
To auto som napokon nekúpila, sa mi zmenili cestovateľské priority a dustre (z môjho zorného poľa) zmizli.
Presmeruj záujem a pekelní zmiznú!
(ten mechanizmus sa udeje v mozgu tak, že presmeruješ svoju pozornosť inde, tvoj mozog dostane iné nové podnety ktoré začne riešiť.)
PS: tie dustre vidím občas stále, ale už len ako spomienku :)
To staré otrepané. Kam zameriaš svoju pozornosť, tam to rastie.
Podľa mňa výborný liek na uzdravenie seba, ale aj sveta ako celku.
Neznamená to, ignorovať a zatvárať oči pred tým, čo sa nám nepáči, len to nekŕmiť svojou energiou.